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Finally it rained in the afternoon as well ...
After a hot hot hot day.. fiuuuhh... "-.-
And the thunder that keep echoing .. GRrraarrrr... 

Just more weird weather ..
Right now is supposed to enter the dry season..
But in fact there are still too wet .. even there is a flood too in some areas ..

Well, however, I must be thankful .. because rain is a gift from God ..
Hope it's not be an adzab... 
Astaghfirullah... 


mencium sedikit bau surga dengan menempuh perjalanan


Ya, anak muda.
Berpetualanglah.
Mengembara.
Susuri keluasan samodra hidup, hisap aroma dari sudut-sudut semesta ini.
Rasakanlah dingin yang menusuk, kabut yang melayang-layang, cadasnya bebatuan, lembutnya kesiur angin, hijaunya dedaunan, dan terbangkan mimpi-mimpimu ke atap-atap langit yang penuh taburan bintang.
Ambil hikmah, petik pelajaran yang alam berikan.
Sebelum waktumu habis, sebelum masamu usai…
Karena, hidup yang indah ialah: "sekali berarti; sudah itu mati!"





I introduce to you all, my dear motorcycle named Rufi.

He accompanied me since 2008 until now.
I explore the Lumajang together with Rufi . Ranging from a smooth highway, up the muddy cobblestones.
From the uphill road in the mountainous areas, up to a sloping beach area.
Rufi introducing me to speed ... to the winds breeze ... to the dust ... to the shine of the sun ... to the rain...
To Freedom ...
Lov him so much ... :)



Now on TV so much talk about the strange natural phenomena that make us afraid.
One of them is the phenomenon of splitting sky. I think the media exaggerate the issue so that makes people uneasy.
If only a document of a splitting sky/cloud, I've seen with my own eyes before. It occurred in the Lumajang's sky. On July 2, 2010 at 5.14 AM. 
I snap several pictures of the sky at that moment, because I think it pretty unique. 
You can see for yourself....
And see, Alhamdulillah there is no bad thing happened in Lumajang... :)



Actually this is a picture of the shadow of basketball hoop pole...
I captured it because it quite unique...
Forming an A shape because of sun's lighting in a morning...


this is Rondhe... :)
Rondhe... Lov it...
Before a friend introduce it to me, ask me to taste it first.. I never like it, because it made from ginger.
But after I taste some... Hemmm.... Actually it is so tasty...
I'm feeling a warm sensation while I enjoying it... So warm...
Like a friendship... <3



I can't deny this yearning so badly ... It could make me die ...
I want to meet him.. Even a glance ...

"So please, today, let's go on a stroll
trough the empty night town
because in the moonlight, the usual thing
can look so beautiful
"

08.00pm that night, July 11, 2010 .. I turn on my phone to tell my Mom that I've come down safely ... then I sent my Mom a message. Later I also want to call someone who I always long for.
I have not had time to type a single letter while my phone rang. A familiar tune, a familiar icon picture... He called me ... at a moment I was stunned, but soon I received his call ... His voice sounded from across ... Asking for my existence ... Asking how I was about...

We plan to return to Depok after a short break in Cibodas ... We're going to ride public transportation from Cibodas-Bogor-Depok, because the trains do not operate this late already ... However, he intends to pick me up ... I do not know what's on his mind ... It's late night ... and he's a long way in Ciputat. Intends to meet in Bogor and take me home to Depok.

Getting late, 11.15 pm ... There are constraints .. We can not achieve the Bogor Barangsianang's terminal in accordance with the initial agreement, because we can't got any public transport ... Ironically he had reached the Bogor's terminal ... I call him ... He said he would wait at Ciawi's red light intersection... hemmm .. It means that he's moving even further to up to me ...

12.18 am, We get off at the Ciawi's intersection ... I was waiting, but he hasn't came yet ... I sent him many messages ... My phone keep rang even the battery was dying ... I was waiting under the banner at the Ciawi's intersection ... Waiting for someone with black Xenia ... Finally ... When I looked at the street with reflective ... My friends shouting and waving at me ... He has arrived ...

01.00 am. I did not care about my appearance ... I'm definitely look so bad... Smell... Gross... Black... Dull ... Ugly...
Despite feeling that way ... I was smiling  ... I looked at him, he wore blue jeans, a gray jumper, mountain sandals, and that special shirts...
Whether intentionally or not ... He has touched me that night...

I sat in the front seat, next to a man with glasses perched on the rumpled hair... Which still driving and looking straight ahead ... Which look busy listening to Final World Cup's broadcast ... Driving on a deserted city street at night ..
This man has made me can not say anything ... I can not deny His presence made me so happy ...
I want to stay here, stay like this ... With this happy feeling ...

"You say that you don't mind
and I can't find the words to play it off
Je t'aime, that's how is it
"



hang out with my mum in a shiny day... just look around.. :)


Me? Pocahontas?

It was explained that, if I was Pocahontas, then I have the following characteristics:
"you want to change the way you live, you have ambition and determination to get the things you want and make a success of your self. you follow your own path, which sometimes can get you into trouble. sometimes you rely on others to help you out, but always follow your own feelings."

Pocahontas was a brave girl .. beautiful .. fascinating .. charismatic .. spirited .. defenders and fighters of truth .. and never give up ..

Whether I like Pocahontas?
Well absolutely yeahhh... in my dream .. fufufufu..

Well, at least we have the same skin color .. Hoho


Today is the day out with microscopes in the Biology Lab ...
They look dull and dusty .. Their lenses are opaque and moldy ... Yyyaii ...
I clean them up and checked the lenses.
And surprisingly, unexpected, they are still having a good zoom and magnification .. =)
Today I spent time with twelve microscopes. Still a lot of waiting, Hoho ...





Based on a quiz, What element are you...?
The result is. I am Earth

Stable and strong, you are earth. Earth is rough and rigid, but beautiful all at once. It isn't emotional externally, but bottles up every feeling it has until it lashes out uncontrollably. But earth is understanding and strong, and very courageous. Though hardships are endured long, it stays secure and strong. You are a strong person with many friends. You are supportive and sweet, but not to be trifled with.

Lov it.. :)


Wanna make a  temporary tattoo once more... 
I'm very pleased to see my dragonfly tattoo on my arm.
It's good, beautiful, artistic, and simple...
As if it giving me somewhere spirit I need.
Need power n spirit right now!
Lov Dragonfly... my favorite creature... 

 


hari ini, 24 Agustus 2010... sendiri di lab bio.

tak bisa kubendung lagi. tak bisa kutahan lagi. kulepaskan semua air mata. 

tangisku pecah...

tak bisa terus-terusan berpura-pura. tak bisa pasang wajah tegar. tak bisa mengurung badai dalam hati.

rindu ini memporak-porandakan diriku...
retak dan berantakan

aku harus bagaimana
aku tak bisa apa-apa
aku benar-benar lemah

sudah kuserahkan semua. berusaha menjadi biasa. berusaha melangkah.
namun semua itu masih ada disana, berbayang

aku hanya bisa menangis
dan
diam...




masih tersisa linangan rasa di mata air hati
masih berhembus sepoi angin rindu yg berusaha menerbangkanku
masih terlantun getaran doa yg mengirim pesan ke langit

ya masih ada
kubiarkan saja
entah semakin layu atau kembali bersemi

tak ada yg bisa dilakukan
kubiarkan saja
dengan niat baik. . .


Melanjutkan perjuangan...!!!
Bertempur dengan laba-laba, rayap, dan nimfa serangga...
Serta debu yang tebal tentunya.. ugh
Keep fight.. fifi chan!



Here it is the bolero ... With the corsage also...
I wore this bolero with cream-colored dress. This dress is very simple, but that makes me like it is an item of lace at the bottom of the dress.






before and after
I'm having fun with this jeans fabric.... hehehee
I modified this jeans bolero by adding some laces that make it look more sweet n girly.
Then I transformed the remaining fabric into a corsage ...


Ungakapan indah dari makhluk yang indah... Sesosok yang dicintai dan penuh cinta... 
Rasulullah Shallallahu Alaihi wa Sallam bersabda:
"Seseorang itu bersama orang yang ia cintai." [Muttafaqun alaihi]

Jika kita mencintai Rasulullah, maka suatu saat nanti kita akan bersama beliau...

Mungkin juga, dengan seseorang yang kita cintai...

Don't stop believing...


Mulai hari ini, hingga 4 hari ke depan aku gak ada jam ngajar... Soalnya siswaku, anak kelas VIII sedang mengikuti pondok Romadhon...
Free time ini aku manfaatin untuk beres-beres Laboratorium... Tau sendiri bentar lagi sekolah tempatku bekerja ini mau mengikuti ISO 9001/2008... So..setiap manajemen di sekolah ini harus bagoooosss... Fiuuuhhh...

Jadilah tadi beres-beres... hari ini Lab Biologi dulu... Soalnya labnya ancuurrr... Banyak digerogotin rayap... Sarang rayap yang dari tanah ntu.. berserakan dimana-mana. Blum lagi jaring laba-laba yang nemplok di jendela, dinding, rak, torso, sampe rangka LCD... wew...

Jadilah aku mandi lagi di lab Bio, mandi debu dan jaring laba-laba....

Selama beres-beres aku nemuiin beberapa benda di tempat yang tidak semestinya... wew musti kerja keras ni.. biar lolos ISO! Semangaaaaad!!!!


beraksi dengan vest ijo... hoho


Anak-anak CarbonE kasih undangan untuk BuBer.. Buka Bersama... Tanggal 4 September besok... Sambil mikirin acara itu, tiba-tiba teringat kenangan akan peristiwa yang menyenangkan selama 2 tahun mengabdi di Spensalu...

Benar-benar pengalaman berharga yang patut kusukuri... Susah senang, banyakan senengnya siiiyy.. Heheh... Memperkaya diriku...

Terima kasih atas kesempatan yang diberikan untukku sebagai pemula di dunia pendidikan untuk belajar... Terima kasih pula atas kepercayaan yang diberikan selama ini untuk mendidik siswa Spensalu yang cerdas... Terima kasih atas persahabatan dan kekeluargaan yang dijalin sehingga tercipta suasana kerja yang menyenangkan...

Lov Spensalu...


Firmly into the fabric store, I find any fabrics which have interesting patterns, bright and beautiful like this ...
Just like a flower juice ...
Can not helped with it, so I bought it ... then I made a dress from that fabrics ...
For my daily activity ... 
I wore this dress, combined with a white shirt, and a lace bolero. I put on a bright veil that make me look so fresh.
So cute, isn't it? .. :)




"I'd been wondering all these time...
..whether there's any meaning to a failed love.
Is it something that will disappear
the same as something that never existed?
Now I know.
There is a meaning.
There was a meaning... Right here."



__ It was Takemoto's thougts about a failed love.... with Hagu... but, nothing to regret... live still revolve... :)__


Ketertarikan gila saat pertama cinta ditemukan, memang mudah menyatukan dua pribadi yang sangat berbeda untuk berjanji setia sepanjang hidup.

Hanya saja, panjangnya hidup yang dilihat oleh mata yang mabuk cinta, bisa jadi sangat pendek.

Itu sebabnya cinta saja tidak cukup.

PERSAHABATAN dan LOGIKA YANG JERNIH antara dua jiwa itulah yang memanjangkan cinta mereka menjadi kebersamaan yang membahagiakan.

--Mario Teguh--



Satu cerita kematian lagi... Kakekku... Meninggal karena usia yang
sudah sangat lanjut.. 
Di bulan ramadhan yang penuh berkah ini.. Di hari jumat yang agung ini... Melepaskan semua urusan dunia dengan tenang... Memasuki alam lain tempat saudara-saudaranya menanti...

Wajah tua itu menyiratkan tekad mandiri... Terlintas dalam pikirku
jasa beliau... 

Mengajarkanku mengenal huruf hijaiyah hingga melafalkan
kalam Ilahi itu dengan baik... Mengajarkanku 'porogapit'... 
Dan juga tata cara sholat... 
Sungguh ilmu yang terus akan kupakai sepanjang nafasku... Dan beliau akan menuai hasilnya... 

Selamat jalan Pak Gus Hamid... Nikmatilah tidur panjangmu bertemankan bidadari... Kami pun akan menyusulmu... Kelak...



with this dress, fell like earth... 
still chocolate mood...

my dress fluttered in the wind


hazel mood <3
Sukka sekali dengan gadget ini... 
Cita-cita... 
Nabung.nabung..!!<




Kau membuatku semakin yakin.
Maafkan semua usikku.
Maafkan semua candaku.
Maafkan semua lemahku.
Maafkan semua kecewaku.
Maafkan semua rasaku.
Maafkan semua jenuhku.
Maafkan ketidaksabaranku.
Kepadamu.
Inginku menjaga hatimu.
Inginku memelihara senyummu.
Namun semua peristiwa dunia adalah rahasia.
Aku tak melihat cahaya disana, aku takut tersesat.
Selamat Tinggal...
Ingatlah untuk selalu bahagia,
Ingatlah untuk selalu bersyukur,
Ingatlah untuk selalu tersenyum...



Ketika aku melihat sesuatu yang tak pernah kulihat sebelumnya

Mataku terbuka

Betapa indahnya negeri ini

Dan ketika aku merasakan hal yang belum pernah kurasakan sebelumnya

Hatiku terpukau

Betapa besarnya bangsa ini


Hanya di sini di rumahku

Yang membentang luas ke empat penjuru

Kupersembahkan seluruh jiwa dan ragaku

Dan kupastikan takkan ada yang mampu merebutnya dariku

Hanya di sini

Di Indonesia


[Puisi yang dibacakan di iklan Gudang Garam pada peringatan kemerdekaan RI tahun 2007]



Kita berteman saja..
Hemm.. Gimana ya cara ngungkapinnya..
Kayaknya emang gampang. Tapi...
Pertemanan itu adalah hubungan yg luar biasa indah...
Bisa lebih tulus dari pacaran ato hubungan apapun yg mengatasnamakan cinta...
  It was always said, 'how nice to be friends' :)
Jadi.. kita berteman saja ya...


Hari terakhir libur awal puasa...
Masih enggak relaaaa... heheheh [dasar manusia kurang syukur!!!]

Senin besok mulai aktivitas lagi...
Berkutat dengan sekolah dan warna-warninya...

Semoga berlalu dengan cepat...
Semoga diberi kekuatan selama aktivitas...
Semoga puasa kita diterima Allah...
Amiiin...

Seman9aaD!!!
Semangad Tin991!!